About Me
 .Get Summer.
 .Get Fruity.
Sunt zile in care nu am chef sa fac nimic, sunt momente in care nu-mi pasa decat de mine. Sunt egoista pt ca asa vreau. Sunt rea pt ca nu am chef de voi. Sunt nesimitita cu ai mei pt ca nu se mai deranjeaza sa asculte altceva.
In ultima vreme m-am simtit destul de singura si cred ca am realizat ca de fapt nu sunt dependenta de nimeni. Ca toti vin si pleaca, si in final trebuie sa te descurci singur, orice ar fi. Nu am nevoie de 'Prince Charming' ca sa fiu fericita, nici de o 'Best Friend Forever' nici de nimeni de acest fel.
Cred ca am inteles in sfarsit ca de fapt nu te poti baza pe nimeni cu adevarat si ca intotdeauna trebuie sa ai un 'back-up' in cazul in care te trezesti singura in mijlocul unui morman de probleme.
Sunt si o sa fiu mereu dependenta de dragoste. Din partea oricui. Da' asta e ceva destul de greu de obtinut, pt ca toti iti dau si iti iau cand le vine lor.
Nu este suficient sa iubeasca numai o singura persoana. Nu ne dam seama cat de mult iubim pe cineva. Zicem 'te iubesc' dar nu ne gandim ce s-ar intampla daca maine n-am mai avea cui sa zicem. Realizam ca iubim un lucru, sau o persoana mai mult decat orice, abia atunci cand nu mai este. Si in general, atunci este mult prea greu sa mai ai ceva inapoi.
I really feel like leaving this place. I think that I don't belong here, and I'm kept here just because of my stupid age, which does not give me permission to do whatever I want. I want to escape, to run, to hide, to dance, to shout. I want to get lost at the seaside. To swim underwater, to pretend that I'm a mermaid. To dream about the perfect love, the perfect guy, the perfect kiss.
I need to feel freedom at last. I need to drink, to smoke, to eat tons of callories, and not thinkin' of what these things can do to my body. I want to hold my breath for 10 minutes underwater so I can swim 'till the middle of the sea.
I tryed so hard to be a good girl, but now I just feel like I wasted myself, because I'm not like that. I was pushed to be a good student, pushed to be a nice girl, pushed to have great dreams.
Don't get me wrong, I like school, I like to learn new things, but I want to do it my way.
My greatest dream was to go at the seaside with my best friend. And it came true. And I can't be more proud of us for fulfilling this wish. We were so happy there, and nothing can't take away our memories.
And I would really give anything...to turn back time just for one second, and to live again that moment at the seaside,when the waves, the sun, the sand, the music, everything agreed with me and I was sure that no matter what, I will always have someone there for me.
I wish I could cherish that moment more.
Don't tell me if I'm dieing, 'cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go.
Don't wake me 'cause I'm dreaming of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know never leaves too soon
  
Tonight I'm falling and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
'Cause every night I miss you, I can just look up
And all the stars are holding you, holding you, holding you tonight.
He's just too hot =P~
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